come and make my heart your home

okay so last time i blogged i was freaking out about my testimony about africa that i was sharing last sunday. well lets just say, it went exactly opposite of how i planned. i thought that pastor tom was going to be asking me questions and that didnt happen. which im totally okay with now. at the time i was freaking out in my head of what in the world im going to say. dont get me wrong, i definitely had bullet point parts of the trip that changed my life that i was going to share, but i literally felt like i was going to die once i started talking. everything felt like it was all over the place and not making any sense at all, the point that i wanted to share just wasnt coming across the way i wanted it to. BUT God has bigger plans than i do apparently. even though i really cant tell you what i said during that time, many people came up to me thanking me and saying that i did good. BELIEVE ME i did not think that i did good at all. (i was so embarrassed that when i sat back down i started crying... right in the middle of church. WHO DOES THAT?! i dont even cry that much! it was ridiculous i tell ya! lol) haha i guess i was just overwhelmed. ANYWAY... this sunday lauren and i are sharing about our trip after church. like what we did there and stuff. were going to go into more detail and such. we have to make a powerpoint (that we havnt started yet) lauren is in NY right now so we will get everything done when she gets back. no worries, ive started a little bit of it. ALSO. im getting baptized sunday night. BIG THING. i really feel God nudging on my heart to do this, its time. my life has changed so so much during my trip to africa, and i literally feel born again in my faith. Praise DA Lord ;] anyway tootals! more to come...